These past few months had been hellish and add procrastination to the equation the situation became a rather sticky one. Still very clueless
on my final year project and to make it worse I have 3 months left to finish it ... *shudders*. I blame myself for this. Instead of wasting
last semester finding circuits for my project I should have build my understanding on the electronic part of the project and the theory behind
it. Then from there I could at least start the first portion of my final year report: write out the theory and introduction of my project. That
way I could concentrate on the hardware part of my project in this semester. This semester is already hectic with the upcoming assignments and
devil-like mini projects for the subject Embedded. Ah well, no point in regretting. All I need to do now is try my best to finish the project
and juggle my assignments and subjects while trying to maintain my sanity.
Worried and yet not caring about my project; mixed feelings, is that a good or bad thing? It has been a while now since I actually cared about
graduating with "flying colours". I want to do well yet I do not care anymore. It worries me because I do not know what it is that I want and
this zombie-like feeling is annoying yet I welcome it with open arms. Writing about university life is depressing; I am going to talk about
something else: Azza's wedding. It was the first time I attended a friend's wedding. Everything was surreal and in my head she is still a single
and brutal lady, need time to adjust to the whole thing. Give me 10 years or so Azza for the reality to sink in. The wedding was nice and I love
the picture session where the group sat at the "pelamin" and started to act like idiots when the dude with the camera shouted "Freestyle time!"
I wonder why I decided to open up a blog in the first place ... ah yes I remember now; Veron and Alai own one, so I want one too! Now look
at this place, no updates since 22nd January. Maybe I should just change the site concept since I do not have much to write ... like
turning this place into a website where I ramble non-stop about men in tutus!
Wait, I do have something to write. On Wednesday I dragged Albert to Bangi (a full 45 minutes trip from university) to had our yummy
cendol and nasi ayam berempah (spicy chicken rice) for lunch. We were full for the whole day *wonders what was in the nasi
ayam that made us bloated*.
Oooo yesterday we dragged Sugen to this place where they sell malay dish. The place was very humble and perfectly shaded with occasional
breeze ... just like at the beach! This time the place was much nearer, only 5 minutes away by car. Ulam, sambal and
ayam kampung were among the varieties of dishes that we had. Oh the name of the restaurant is Nasi Kelantan.
What else am I supposed to write? See I am not good at this kind of thing. Maybe I should close this site down or do something else with it
... *shrugs*. Oh, Happy Birthday to Chiao Hui, the one friend whom I depend on to solve sticky mathematics related problems. Crap,
all my girl friends are not in KL. People it is not fun when you have only boys to hang out with.
Note to self: find girls to hang out with ... and project meeting with Fawkes on Monday. Must remember to smack Hiew for making it sound
like a date.